... If I were you ...

If I were you, I would always love myself in the 1st place...

And If somehow I forget to love myself for just one second, I would stop what I am doing and re-start loving myself...

Because

At anytime, I need to love myself first and the most!


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If I were you, I would learn to let go...

Because

I know I lose myself when I am around her

I am no longer the happy and funny person

I am just always a sad person that annoy the shit out of her

I know I want myself back, so, If I were you, I would leave everything behind to re-start my life...

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If I were you, I would go to work everyday

Work makes me feel powerful and creative

I get to see people and I feel good about myself when I get things done

And I know,

Even your whole inside world breaks down,

the rest on Earth is still moving

Life doesn't wait for anyone, include you and me!

So KEEP MOVING FORWARDS! (The Robinsons)

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If I were you, I would define the problems in the relationship

I would understand that both her and I were not happy together

Despite the sweet time we had,

PROBLEMS are there

We fight a million times over the same old annoying topic

IT'S NEVER GOT SOLVED

There is no solutions

It's something we can't get over... And it tears over relationship apart...

I would acknowledge the issues

and I understand that We could not go along in certain things...

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If I were you, I would not look at it as a 'Break-up'

but

A BREAK- OVER!

Yahooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

I finally get a chance to write a new chapter of my life where I play the most important role

I will re-design my living area

I will catch up more with my kick-ass friends

I will travel to see the rest of the world

I will spend quality time with my FAMILY

I will give myself some presents

I will get a new closet

A new pet ( a Bunny is a good idea)

A new little garden (It's fun to look after the plants and to watch them growing)


I'll get this chance to design my life and do whatever I want to do but I can't because I was with her

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If I were you, I would NOT cry

If I were you, I would bravely let her go because at the end of the day, I want each other to be happy.... 2 awesome people sometimes can not be together (like Barny and Robin in 'How I meet your mother') because they over-shine each other...

If I were you, I would focus on my life, my family and my friends who love me like crazy...

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No break-up is easy

But

It's not impossible!

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Myself, I'm glad

that

I have let my Ex go

because

I know the relationship did not work out

I was not even myself anymore when I was with him

Take a look at me now!!!

I'm proud that I got over my break-up, I am myself who is always so happy and active

I have a beautiful family

A wonderful fiance'

And many kick-ass friends who I did not have when I was with him

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If I were you, I would

GET ON WITH MY LIFE!

because

sometimes, being with a wrong person teaches me to treasure the right person

and

I believe

Everyone deserves to be happy

INCLUDING YOU, my beloved friend!

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From Issy to B**** with lots of love!
Xoxo

... A THOUGHT ABOUT A MOM-TO-BE ...

My girlfriend just finds out that she is pregnant with her first baby...

I'm so happy for her...

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Having a little angel inside you is always an amazing experience...

The love gets bigger everyday

The bond develops closer and closer as the baby gets bigger and bigger...



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It gives me a bit of thought today about the pregnancy thing...


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An angle is coming to the world!

What my life is all about these days...

Lately, my life is full of excitements and happiness...


I feel extremely lucky...


Lately, my life is all about arts, beautiful friendships and my understanding fiance'....


I sing with all my heart... In peak time of uni-life, I try to find time to do recording and stuff... I join dancing class.... No longer in the boring routine, my life is full of new things everyday...


I love my friends.... Each of them make my day.... Daniel is always caring.. He worries about all of us.... Johny and Vu Nguyen are crazy and psyched about my ideas. And most important, we do things together just because WE LOVE TO DO IT!!!


My fiance' may be the only dinosaur that still exists. He is understanding and supportive... I know to treasure him and his trust!!!



I'm thankful because i have all the best people in the world around me!!!


Thanks all!!!


Isabelle' - Tram Le

...I felt so 'me' tonight...

I feel powerful

I feel good

I feel like myself... the whole self... again...tonight...

I succeed and got through Audition of Gala Idol - It's a singing competition in Melbourne...

I beat a BIG number of contestants to get it...

I miss microphone

I miss the nervous feeling before going on the stage then just within seconds, i have to gather myself up and be confident

I love the feeling when i do a lot of talking to myself before stepping on that big stage in front of so many people, so many strangers and the judges....

I love to put my soul into the song i sing and feel the emotions the author want me to feel and deliver to the audition

I chose to sing " I wish " (Uoc gi) tonight and i've been practicing to sing that song for 5 days since i join the competition, but...

Weirdly,

I decided to sing "Love always lasts in my heart" (Trong em tinh van sang),

I don't know why i did it

I just did

It felt right

And i think i made a right choice

The judge thought i chose the right song that suited my voice so well she said

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I feel so psyched!

I feel powerful...

I miss the stage...


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The judge asked me why i gave up on my singing career and she advised me to continue cos she thinks i would be somebody, not just nobody

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This feeling really makes me wanna keep going...

I haven't felt like myself for a long time...

Today, i'm so happy that i am successful with the auditions

I'll do my very best in the Final on 24/04/2010

Award i've got after this competition is my confidence

And i'm so proud of this award

I'll put my heart in the Final, wherever i win the championship or not, i won't really care because i already got the biggest award for myself which is my opportunity to live my dream and being myself positively...

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KEEP GOING, ISSY!

... Hurt ...

That is exactly how i feel now...

Once again, my trust is given to a wrong person... Once again, it was taken for granted... as always my trust was never appreciated...

Looking back.. I should have be stronger in mind... I should be just be so cruel...

I have never known that being kind to someone who does not give a sh*t about me could be hurting my own self...


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I know what to do now...

I know to stick with the reasons why i should have left the 1st place...

I know to let go... and truly let go.....

I know to appreciate what i have...

I know to say: "Go away and leave me alone"...

I know just to love and protect myself...


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Its a disgusting feeling when u think of something so so so dirty and mean....

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Sometimes you should not forgive... Sometimes you've got to be selfish... Sometimes you just have to be strong and just think for yourself.. Being too soft and kind might hurt you later on....



Hope this feeling would go so so so soon....

... HE ...

He is...

...A sweet talker...

...A sweet do-er...

...Someone who spoils me rotten...

...Someone who has so much patience with me...

...Someone who understands my feelings even no words are spoken...

...Someone to whom i don't have to put on a performance or any make-up...

...Someone who loves my funny face even when i cross my eyes and being silly...

...Someone who makes me happy as i'm on crack all the time...

...Someone who knows to say sorry when he is wrong.. OR when it is not his fault but i just wanna blame him...

...Someone who always lets me step on his feet when we cuddle...

...Someone who addicts to my cuddle and does not mind to travel to the end of the Earth for it...

...Someone i can talk to about everything, anything and... (wait for it)...EVERYTHING!...

...Someone who says 'I understand' when i'm confused...

...Someone who always puts me 1st...

...Someone who always listens and cares...

...Someone who forgives me no matter what i do...

...Someone who would let me go if that is really what i want because he wants me to be happy...

...Someone who sees me through my best and worst...

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...He is a dream...

COS


....He is too good to be true....


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...HE IS MY SOMEONE SPECIAL...

And


I LOVE HIM!

Because

I'M EVERYTHING I AM BECAUSE HE LOVES ME!

... Scared of losing someone so dear ...

... She is sick ...

... She reminds me of my granddad... The day we found out he had got cancer ... And we lost him forever 3 weeks after that...

...Nothing feels worse than when you know someone so dear is leaving you ... Not to another country... Not to another place ... But leaving forever ... You can't find them anywhere, anywhere even how hard you are willing to look..... Nothing is worse than seeing someone you love suffers through pains but you can not do anything about it...

... She is sick but hopefully not that sick ... She will be okay... This is just my feeling as i remember my grandfather's case..


---> I've learn to love and appreciate people around me, especially people that i love so dear because i know that maybe one day, they would just leave me... Sometimes by choice... Sometimes not ...

But whatever happens, just enjoy and treasure the time you spend with them and the memories you share...

Wish everyone well... and happy ...