A scar that never heals

To me, writing is like therapy





This song makes me remember my soft spot!

Sometimes, you think you are okay, you are healed...

Sometimes, you think that the pains would never come back...

but

they do

Especially, emotional scars!

Once in a while, when you think you almost recover, they come back from times to times!!!

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My heart hurts!

I just can't hold my tears no more!

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"It's like one of those bad dreams when you can't wake up"

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It feels like i can't do anything!

I can't fight back with this pain!

I am just hopeless!

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I feel like i'm torturing myself when I go through all of the memories that kill me so bad inside!

I shouldn't have let those memories come back!

Old memories!

Old person!

It hurts!... Till now!...

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Then I come up with all of the "Ifs'

If I didn't let it happen....

If I didn't believe...

If I were stronger....

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If there is a miracle in this world, I wish...... this pain please goes away and never comes back!

I wish that I could enjoy my life without being tortured by my own memories....

I wish... that I could sleep peacefully tonight!

I wish the scar would eventually heal...


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P.s: I have learned this lesson the hard way... Now I finally realize that the best solution is letting it go forever!


Please DO NOT COME BACK TO ME!