Sunday, April 4, 2010

...I felt so 'me' tonight...

I feel powerful

I feel good

I feel like myself... the whole self... again...tonight...

I succeed and got through Audition of Gala Idol - It's a singing competition in Melbourne...

I beat a BIG number of contestants to get it...

I miss microphone

I miss the nervous feeling before going on the stage then just within seconds, i have to gather myself up and be confident

I love the feeling when i do a lot of talking to myself before stepping on that big stage in front of so many people, so many strangers and the judges....

I love to put my soul into the song i sing and feel the emotions the author want me to feel and deliver to the audition

I chose to sing " I wish " (Uoc gi) tonight and i've been practicing to sing that song for 5 days since i join the competition, but...

Weirdly,

I decided to sing "Love always lasts in my heart" (Trong em tinh van sang),

I don't know why i did it

I just did

It felt right

And i think i made a right choice

The judge thought i chose the right song that suited my voice so well she said

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I feel so psyched!

I feel powerful...

I miss the stage...


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The judge asked me why i gave up on my singing career and she advised me to continue cos she thinks i would be somebody, not just nobody

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This feeling really makes me wanna keep going...

I haven't felt like myself for a long time...

Today, i'm so happy that i am successful with the auditions

I'll do my very best in the Final on 24/04/2010

Award i've got after this competition is my confidence

And i'm so proud of this award

I'll put my heart in the Final, wherever i win the championship or not, i won't really care because i already got the biggest award for myself which is my opportunity to live my dream and being myself positively...

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KEEP GOING, ISSY!